One of the most amazing ways God has shown up through all of
this was at one of my Mom’s small surgeries (a port-a-cath had to be surgically
put underneath her skin near her collar bone in order to make chemo treatments
easier and more efficient). A few weeks ago, as my Mom and my sister sat
together on my Mom’s hospital bed waiting for surgery, a special nurse arrivedJ. As the nurse entered
the room to give my Mom an EKG test (just to make sure her heart was healthy),
neither my Mom nor my sister could have expected what happened next… First, the
nurse ushered my sister out of the room. As this special nurse proceeded to
walk my Mom through the EKG process she began talking to my Mom… like REALLY
talking to her… one of those “really good at bed side manners” kind of nurses. This
new friend began asking my Mom about her diagnosis and treatment plan. My Mom
told her story (probably for the one millionth timeJ). But the nurse’s response
was different than any other doctor, surgeon, chemo specialist, or nurse my Mom
had encountered up to this point… she said, “Here’s what you need to do. You
need to get yourself a journal and write in it every day. Write, Thank-you Lord that I am healthy.” The
nurse then left. My Mom was speechless, as this is not a normal nurse patient
conversation! But before she could process what the nurse had said to her,
another nurse entered to give her an EKG. Confused, my Mom told this second
nurse that she had already had her EKG. He then looked at her confused,
explaining that he was sent to do the EKG and he was not sure who else would
have come to do it. My Mom assured him that it had just been done. He decided
to go check at the nurses’ desk and yet another confused nurse showed him the
paperwork. The EKG was in fact done… but none of the nurses seemed to know who
had done it. Angel? I can’t say we know for sure if that special nurse was an
Angel… nor can I say she wasn’tJ.
Only God knows. But what we do know is it gave us all HOPE! To be honest, even
as I write this, there seemed to be a hope and peace that moved across our
family after this moment… A deeper sense of trust in Him. Mom… He’s got your
back!!!
Well, like I said, although this journey is HARD—at times my
Mom is extremely nauseous, incredibly exhausted and can barely get out of bed…
and sometimes we need to wear masks out in public so that we stay away from
germsJ
(I won’t lie and say it is all roses, butterflies, puppy dogs, and rainbows ßsounds lovely doesn’t
it J), we can’t help but be
grateful for what God has done so far… and I have a feeling He’s not finished
with us yet! So God, we say you are welcome here in this season, in this
journey, in our lives and in our hearts. You have proven to be more and more
FAITHFUL! How can we possibly not trust you now!!! Thanks God that you’ve got
my Mom’s back!!! Mom…He’s got your back!!!